Break

They say what goes around
Comes around.
They say what comes up
Must come down.
They say you must follow rules
and follow orders
I should care.
I do not.
I say I want to be someone
I am not.
I say I want to do something
I can not.
I am an insignificant girl.
I blend in
When the only thing I'm good at is standing out.
I once knew a girl who knew what she wanted.
She had dreams, talent.
She had a plan.
She ran into the street
and got hit by the life bus.
Now she's paralyzed...
Paralyzed
In this little circle of life.
I'm paralyzed.
Careless.
Broke.
With crushed dreams and spirit.
When spirit is all you have left to offer
And spirit just isn't enough
Do you ever have a chance to change?
Change this cycle that I'm caught in?
I am an insignificant girl.
Another number
Another person waiting to break free.
Break free from what exactly?
The chains I have put on myself.
The promises that I have broken
to myself.
I'm a liar.
A theif.
A cheat.
A broken girl with no hope in the day ahead.
No plan.
No action.
I'm paralyzed.
They say you should never give up.
They say to take steps forward
you must take steps back.
They say you can do anything
you put your mind to.
I say
I'll try again some other day.
I need a break.